One of the reasons I started to blog in the first place was to keep an account of my life since I have a really bad memory and forget even the most drastic things that happen to me. While it can be a good thing, having an eventful life (like in my case where something happens everyday) and not remembering the details is rather sad.  It is like having no life at all. While life is always not peachy, I can always choose not to write about the horrible parts anyway

I haven’t been writing recently because I have been depressed and writing about my life has been painful. Looking back, I wish I had written every detail of how I felt like because now that it’s over the poetry is gone. Anyway, I wish I could still write about everything that happened since October. Maybe not as accurate as things really happened but at least I could write as how I remember them.